i love myself!!!
i'm so moody......
i love the fact that i plan every day of my life, that i get frustrated when my computer is slow, that i worry when its past 7...that i am obsessed with washing clothes, that i seriously think i should stop eating junk food, that i love eating all kinds of food that exists, that i love to study, that i love to conform to those tiny rules (taking a bus ticket, not being late for class), i love that i hate being nice to others and sometimes i end up doing so (with reluctance)...i love that i hate the perpetuators of patriarchy and that i can deeply analyze capitalism other alienating social facts which have trapped people, i love that i hate loosing pens and specially the cap of the pen (which i did today), i love that i carry bottled water wherever i go, and medicines too...though i hate going to the doctor and it takes long to persuade me to do that...i like that i am crazy about saving money and i have no clue for what...i love that i can eat anytime of the day, anywhere, anything (i had tinda for breakfast today)........and this compulsion for keeping everything clean, organized and in place...and that i hate people who are too different from me or are not sensitive to others....
ok, i am bored, i have to do lots of work and my PC has some stupid malware..so it always shows the wrong time.......ishaa
i'm so moody......
i love the fact that i plan every day of my life, that i get frustrated when my computer is slow, that i worry when its past 7...that i am obsessed with washing clothes, that i seriously think i should stop eating junk food, that i love eating all kinds of food that exists, that i love to study, that i love to conform to those tiny rules (taking a bus ticket, not being late for class), i love that i hate being nice to others and sometimes i end up doing so (with reluctance)...i love that i hate the perpetuators of patriarchy and that i can deeply analyze capitalism other alienating social facts which have trapped people, i love that i hate loosing pens and specially the cap of the pen (which i did today), i love that i carry bottled water wherever i go, and medicines too...though i hate going to the doctor and it takes long to persuade me to do that...i like that i am crazy about saving money and i have no clue for what...i love that i can eat anytime of the day, anywhere, anything (i had tinda for breakfast today)........and this compulsion for keeping everything clean, organized and in place...and that i hate people who are too different from me or are not sensitive to others....
ok, i am bored, i have to do lots of work and my PC has some stupid malware..so it always shows the wrong time.......ishaa
