* memory lane

dont you get those times, when you wish you were back in the good old days..today aint happy...just feeling unexcited...and i have been unexcited...though i am always excited and happy about everything..my thoughts are so erratic..
why do people love??..why do people love so much...i dont get it
my head aches so much...i just want to be enlightened...i want to be intellectually stimulated..i dont care anymore....
i hate the fact that i expect..i hate the fact that i cant just say what i wanna and be what i wanna...
i hate everything..........................