again written long ago...June 2009

i am sick of this contraceptives business also
i cant read it anymore.......
i like it
but im really not interested in what contraceptive methods couples prefer in india
BIG FUCKING DEAL
ok.......i hate the fact that people in india get married to have sex
and produce children
i hate the fact that all indians just want to have children..more and more...its like we are in a race with china.........
i hate that the lives of all indians is put into having, raising and marrying their children
i hate that we are so jobless that when we dont get jobs, we get married
i hate that in india, people want you to have children as soon as you are married
and women are judged on the basis of how early, beautiful and gendered their children are
i hate that in india people want to have sons........why???
i mean you want to add to the criminal population??
the ugly male specie
if i had a wish, i would exterminate all men from the world
for the reason that they make women unhappy
and opress us
men cant understand women
yesterday i actually realized that men and women are actually different.....they are different specis only
forgot it
im talking crap
men just cant get it
they need to be oppressed for centuries then they will understand

written long ago...June 2009

in the holy country of india... where the maximum number of people pray, where all religions are found, where every damn god is worshipped, where people pray like 50 times a months and dont even take a step without this name
in this holy country of india
millions die
millions die of hunger
of assault
millions are raped
murdered
abused
wives are beaten
pregnant women are not cared for
girls are burnt
babies are killed
poverty and struggle for existence are norms
oppression and discrimination is way of life
where living each day is hell...........
it is this holy country where god does not exist
but only worshippers do

only in this holy country
does god makes presence in caste, religion and patriarchy
where we perpetuate discrimination
and oppression
where god believes that inequality exists
and worshippers try to continue it

only in this holy country god is worshipped by individuals
and not by society
only in this country
god is worshipped for individuals
and not for society

perhaps if we took out time from worshipping and did something for society, we could have done more than God himself
god is one
people are many
we have more people than mister god....
god really has the time to do all this??
i dont care, all people are selfish, its like im talking to the wall............
fuck god

Larger than Life...for Backstreet...thanking them they came to India!!

I may run and hide
When you're screamn' my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light

All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Looking at the crowd And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishn' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
'Cause all of your time spent keeps us alive
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

All of your time spent keeps us alive

Reading EPM of 1844

Came back to Marx after a year or so..cant get enough of him...gives me a high...its like he gives you the path to nirvana...here are a few points...
the machine accomodates itself to the weakness of the human being in order to make the weak human being into a machine.....
the political economist takes from you in and in humanity, he replaces for in money and in wealth; and all the things which you cannot do, your money can do. it can eat and drink, go to the dance hall and the theatre; it can travel, it can appropriate art, learning, the treasures of the past, political power- all this it can appropriate for you- it can buy all this: it is true endowment....it wants to do nothing but create itself, buy itself, for everything else is after all its servant...
okie..posted this on Mahim's wall....will do more later...office time!