* when buses fuck up your mood...

i will admit that 511 is much sicker then 764....its pathetic..............people stink and the mean are mentally sick....its so squishy...i literally have to miss my bus stop a few times and get down at the next two coz its so hard to get off.........................
i will spend all my money on the auto......well its ok...i really have no one to spend money on...........no one to to take out for lunch, no one to go somewhere out with me so i do spend money............i dont buy clothes, movies,books, makeup, jewelery, eat out...................
women have to be strong.........its fucked up, first a man hurts you, then you run to another man just to feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (dont inflate a man)
after all, all men are the same species.....
i know to survive i have to be strong and face life myself and on my own, i know no one will ever be there to take care of me........................
perhaps its the begininng ...........sometimes its justified that they kill women........which woman wants to live with such men in the world......tell me??........

* are you a slave??

think about technology...its promoting individualism.....what's a 'personal computer' ...does a laptop allow more than a few people to use it??..cellphones and blogs............

God......i cant even write..........something must be wrong here...lagta hai gussa thanda ho gaya...will be back.......

* hypocrisy redefined...

why do people sing about these major social issues..ah...we will write about female infanticide, we will discuss AIDS...communalism and fundamentalism....i mean why dont they discuss basic 'experiential' issues, which are lived, which are real....which affect all of us.....

when there are millions of NGOs working on these issues then cant you think of something more around you???....what about the sick men peeing on the streets, the buses dont even stop at the bus stops, the shopkeepers are rude, men eveteasing....feeling up girls in the bus........spitting paan from the auto, singing love songs when they pass a girl, not sopping your car to let people cross the street, not giving your bus seat for someone who is 'handicapped'....smoking on people's faces......passerbys not walking on the walkways but giving the bus drivers a chance to squash them, or even worse, not having a walkway to walk on and walking at the edge of the street close to death.....why arent these issues of concern to those who have taken it upon themselves to 'work' for development and humanity...............