im just coping with lots of issues right now
lots of changes
i know....its hard
its hard with the conflict and the loss ...the change
to be happy
and excited
and feel good
and venture into the new
and into the old
feel so alone
alone.............in this massive world of things and people
where its so difficult to connect...
where all people are alone, all are scared
we dont express
talk
we stay lonely
sad
and we die
its a funny world.............
im just troubled and like all trouble im looking for some hope
but i dont know where to begin
how to start
where does it come from
i know that only my thoughts will change things
but my thoughts are negative
they are in pain...........
yet i will exist....cope and wonder
im too used to happiness, too used to comfort
to used to friends
not used to being alone
sad
and troubled
and i dont know what to do and where to go...........................
no one achieves anything alone
no one is happy alone
but then we all are alone!!
why??
why is a dumb question.....there canbe no questions, coz there are no answers
sometimes you hate being good
and being nice to others
sometimes you hate that you care about others
there is one thing i am excited about
maybe that will give me the motivation to feel good
sometimes a beginnning seems like an end
..................
ishaa
