* a comment on my last post

maybe that last post was a reflection of the realization of how powerful society can be...and how sometimes you cannot control feelings and the need to be with someone.......and how we want to be with someone...like parul said....who is sensitive and by your side.......but somewhere...no matter how much you want all this........finding someone like this and having that person all the time is a big thing........it demands alot of compromise and selfless love...........but i do believe in it.....i believe in all kinds of marriages.......but that post was a reflection of all this built up crap in my mind........even if it sounds like conformity, it actually stems from a frustration and the unknown...its the prelude of a rebellion.......loaded with sarcasm........its honestly sarcasm.........coz that's all i do, that's all i am.....i keep making fun of everything........and there's a tension between what we want and what society wants........what we run away from and what keeps coming back to us........the fear of non-conformity.......and the fear of pain......and the ache of hurting someone else...............................................................ok...this is crap.......