what i want today

what do i want today? oh before that let me just congratulate myself for the first blog this year and for coming back to the blog. i must thank Sayed who has been the only few to have read many of my posts..and further, he was always ready to talk about these issues!!!!!i really miss debating and arguing over issues...i love coming alive withmy ideas and being close to society, reading and being the researcher. so today im feeling kinda restless..not as restless as i can feel and have felt lately.so why is ishaa restless.because ishaa thinks so much.right now im thinking that there is so much i want to do and when?? where?? how?? am i gonna do it all.society sometimes conflicts with my goals. but im still lucky that i can whatever i want to do very easily...by staying motivated...today i feel like soaring the sky and touching the stars and work looks boring.